changing her bum is like world war 2.i dreed doing it! she screams and shouts and wriggles and its getting harder and harder.

She's started hitting me when i tell her off and i have no idea what to do (i've tried telling her off, turning my back etc) She's throwing things all the time and i've been caught a few times with a brick in my eye.again telling her off doesnt seem to get through to her at all (if anything it makes her more mad). She is a very cheerful little girl but has a temper and stubborn streak. Lately, i've been looking at my little girl and god im crying just writting this.but i cant help thinking that i've made a huge mistake having her!! (god sorry.thats awful i know!) but i feel hopeless as a mother and am im struggling big time already and she isnt even 2 years old yet!! I feel like im getting everything wrong and have no idea what so ever what im doing. if i didnt know better i'd say i was due on but im not!) but the feelings that im feeling seem to be the same as before and the 'dark' feelings seem to be coming back.Am i losing my mind? my daughter is 21 months now.surely i cant get it back can i? maybe i have a mental health issue who knows? im just very down.and my thoughts are horrible and although im not as bad as before i feel like im on a slipperly slope back there? Can anyone help? However, i've started feeling exactly the same over the last 4 or 6 weeks (infact i seem all over the place. It was 11 months ago that I first came on here (when my daughter was 10 months) and I had been suffering PND since her birth - with help from this site and talking it through with my family and husband I seemed to get through it and see a light at that very long dark tunnel that i was trapped in.

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